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I have written few journals in the past, mine are mostly random, and I use this app mostly as a blog, an online diary. Whilst some, well... most deviants try to promote their art in these journals and various collections and competitions. But after reviewing my few and quite shameful journal entries... pleeeeeaaase ignore the last one I wrote!!! I have finally concluded that, unless you are pretty good, and by that I mean 30 watchers +, no-one gives a s***! You could write absolutely anything and nobody would care really Sorry for the super negativity, ...but, now when i think about it, I am apoligising to no-one, assuming no-one is ever g

ok... so i have decided  *gasp* that i am officially obsessed! not a very good position to be in... its a classic teenager hormonal thing im sure, but... it, he just seems different, i dont no?! i dont want to sound sad  *too late* but i fantasize about this guy... imagine a kiss, even a... *dont judge me* intense, deep stare where our eyes will just lock.. you know? damn! it really sux coz it will never happen but it still doesnt seem to stop my imagination *sigh* i wish i could be a somebody any advice?

heres a shoutout to john, aka pain inflic aka de tec aka born 133t lol!!!!